If You Post It...

it will happen...Shortly after my last post about my weight, I finally broke thru the 200lb mark and am below 200 for the first time in a very long time. Woo hoo, yay me! I think one of my most recent changes I have noticed is that I now can see my neck, as in the structure of my neck like musles and stuff. Before it was just like a thick piece of flesh holding my head up. LOL

In a few weeks I will be headed to MD for a week. Gizmo is coming with me this time, so excited! His first airplane trip and he will be traveling with me in the main cabin. Otherwise he would not be going. I am excited for him to meet Sandler (my parents dog) and spend some time with his Granny and Pop-Pop.

Its weird, I havent really been homesick for MD since I moved to TX almost 5 yrs ago, but for some reason the last year I have been feeling just a little homesick. I think it has a lot to do with Facebook and reminicing with old friends (by old, I mean long time friends) and fun memories of growing up in Frederick.

I guess it could also have to do with turning 40 this year. Or as I like to call it the 19th anniversary of my 21st birthday. :-) I remember when 40 sounded SOOOOOOO old. where did the time go???

I honestly thought I would have been married with kids by the time I was 40. what happened? Well now that I put that out in the blog-o-sphere maybe that will happen sometime soon too :-)

Slacking Again...

What a slacker I am...I have a long blog started about my move but that will get posted later. Lets just say everything that could go wrong did. :-) Glad its over.

So its been a year now since my lap band surgery and still no regrets. Its been a tad slower than I expected but thats ok since they say it takes at least twice as long to lose weight than it did to gain it so its all good. I have lost 31 lbs so far and I am 1 lb away from being under 200....and that is one stubborn pound too! The best part is clothes shopping again. I can shop in normal stores again and it feels great. In fact I did a little retail therapy today!

My birthday is this week and I am not looking forward to it. Its the big 4-0 and I have been dreading it for the last year. I think a lot of it has to do with thinking that I have probably lived more than half my life so far, kinda scary. Plus I really thought I would have been married and had kids by now. In fact I always thought I would be a young mom and well that doesnt seem to be the way it will be so that bugs me. Oh well, not much that can be done about that now. Just need to find that Mr Right For Me and soon! Getting tired of looking/waiting.

I am off to Austin this weekend to hang out with my gal pals from San Antonio. Cant wait should be a great time!

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Geez...didnt realize it had been so long since I blogged...things going on...


• had a scary episode where my lap band swelled shut for over 48hrs in Jan...not fun! It’s made me very nervous about having it filled again. Its about half filled now and I think I am doing ok for now. I am one pound away from 30 lbs and 3 lbs away from being under 200.

• job is going well.

• dog is doing good too...he is taking his first airplane trip with me back to MD this summer for a visit. He will be traveling in the cabin with me (I wouldn’t even do it if he had to ride with the luggage, I just could not deal with that). I bought his carrier for him this weekend. At Petco I put him in it to make sure he would fit and he went right in just like a pro and laid down. So I waited a few min to see if he would try to get out, etc. but he didn’t he just laid there like he knew that is what he is supposed to do. What a good boy he is!

• moving to a new apartment complex...why may you ask? more space for the same money, change of scenery, closer to my work (not that I had a really long commute to begin with). The new complex is a little older than the one I am in now, but has been recently upgraded and has a few more amenities (tanning beds, individual tvs on gym equipment, and dog parks. oh and they have an indoor basketball court, not that I would be using but hey, when dad comes to visit, he can check it out. oh and they also have a putting green, again not that I will be using but hey another thing for dad to check out.)

• babies are all doing good. Ashlynn and I usually have a date once a week except when she went on her first spring break with her mommy and daddy to CO for YL ski trip. Grammy got to go on that one too. Jailynn is doing good too. I try to see her every couple weeks, at least once a month. She and her mommy stay pretty busy. Both babes got their first tooth/teeth and are eating baby foods. They are so much fun now as they start interacting more and are all about putting everything in their mouths.

• oh and we got snow 4 times in Dallas. One time it was 12 inches a new record for the history books. Crazy weather.